I can crash on your sofa or something. You're not married, right?"Blame it on the late hour, or the two beers I had before I went to bed, but for whatever reason, I actually thought that was a workable plan. When we got back to my apartment, I threw a blanket and an extra pillow on my sofa, and told Patti I would see her in the morning. I showed her where the bathroom was, closed the door to my bedroom, and collapsed back into bed. But there was no way I could go back to sleep. Too much had happened in the last hour, and I was having a hard time processing it all. I still wasn't at all sure I had done the right thing, but it seemed a little late to worry about it now.After a half-hour or so of tossing and turning, I decided I needed another Sam Adams. I opened the bedroom door and headed for the kitchen as quietly as I could. To get there, I had to go by the sofa where Patti was sleeping. She was curled up in a ball with her face buried in the cushions. She had taken off her jeans. This time I would do it in my home. Slit my wrist. BUT — the television was advertising a new show — The John Larroquette Show. This was right after Night Court went off the air. He was the manager of a bus depot. He was a recovering alcoholic. He kept saying, ‘If I can make it through tonight without a drink…’ Well I decided I would wait to kill myself until after I watched that show. It worked and I got several things done. I had everything ready to kill myself at the end of that show. BUT — 30 minutes later they were going to have another episode of the show. SO – – ‘I can want to kill myself until after that show is over,’ I thought. It worked. That night I told myself I could sleep for a while and if I woke up still feeling as bad as I did then, I would kill myself. Eventually, I worked up to a week at a time. Then a month at a time. I do slip. There have been times when I will say, ‘I will wait 15 minutes and if I still feel this bad, then I will do it.’ I should point out.
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