I still had strange feelings now and then, but for the most part the nextfew years went by without my having to question my gender very often.Looking back, I wish I could have known to enjoy it while it lasted.As soon as puberty hit, my gender-identity issues swiftly returned. I hadgrown used to the fact that I'd rather sit and play nicely or draw apicture than go play sports with my friends, but I had almost forgottenabout my problems when I was little. Almost.I developed my first crush (and I can only be grateful that I'm straightin a physically sexual respect), but the feelings I had for her were oddindeed. I never worked up the ire to tell her that I liked her that way,even though we were friendly acquaintences, but I found that I had twoentirely different fantasies. The first was the normal one that I supposehas been implanted into my mind by society, the one where she and I datelike a normal middle-school couple. The other, though, was a fantasy inwhich I WAS her. I had no idea. Most were wearing old clothes toting backpacks and tools like shovels, picks and other things. There were so many getting off at this stop I realized that these were going into the Black Hills to search for gold. They were getting off to buy equipment that would make them rich. I was the last to get off hoping that Miles was there to meet me. I only had seven dollars left and even at my young naive age I knew that the money wouldn't last me long."Miss Cassie?" I heard a man's voice behind me. I turned and was face-to-face with the most handsome man I ever laid eyes upon. He was clean shaven, wearing a suit with a derby hat all in black. The only thing that was dirty were his boots which were caked with mud."Mr. Graves?" I asked. I saw that the look on his face was warm as he smiled as if I were exactly like I pictured myself to be in my letters."You're so pretty," he grinned, showing his very white teeth."Thank you," I smiled at him. My heart was racing a mile a minute. He was better.
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